Mothers' Day..

Mothers' day coming soon but without mama bside me, will it still consider as a real Mothers' day on that special day??NO, definately no, no matter where mama is, as long as she is in my heart then even thats not mothers' day, everyday can say I LOVE YOU, MAMA to her as well.

***Do anyone know what is the main reason of mothers' day??
Is to thanks mama for giving birth for us, taking care of us when we are kids and even now.. doesn't mean that now, we grow up as an adult oread and mama won care and worried about us anymore. NO NO, mama still care, even one day we get married and have own family but in mama's heart we are still a kid for her. =(
Mama, you never know how much i miss u here, you never know how much i wish to stay beside u till forever..but i can't.. not that i am selfish, not that i don wan to be with u, not that i don listen to u.. is because i have ambition to run for, time is precious and i am away from home had oread being 2 and the half years, i know that you never forget me yet u always care about me and wondering why there has no phone call from me whenever i am busy and has no time to call you.. :(
i do miss u so much, mama..

***I still recall the day that i knowing what is the situation of the 1st day you met me on 10th July, 1983..
ya, its kinda sad whenever i think about that, coz u nearly leave this world by give birth of this small devil (me). Accidently heard someone said that the wound of urs keep bleeding after giving birth, and the doctor and nurses keep running in and out juz want to save ur life by injucted more blood to ur body so that you are SAVE! and thanks goodness that you are SAVE, mama.. else i wil be living without you for all these years and thanks mama..
Mama, all this years, you put alot of afford to take good care of me and 3 brothers. i know its being thur alot up and down in ur life as well..many many thanks thats i can say! yeah!, its won't be the END of the story by saying lots of thanks,..
I PROMISE .. as long as i stil exist in this world, i will try my very best to be the best daughter of urs and to make u proud of me.. =)

** mama, i just want you to know, no matter what, no matter how, no matter when.. you are always in my heart and mind not even now but forever.. Happy Mother's Day and wish you happy as always too..do take care, hugz tight!!