Its ya birthday, its ya birthday!! its ah Soon's birthday, text him early in the morning tot of be the 1st to wish him and tho that he stil asleep but he reply me very fast and tel me that he wake up early today. =) this old pal, make me miss kch alot now.. coz alot of friends back in hometown which i havent met for such a long long time & really miss all of them so much! think about ah soon, make me think about what had happened for that moment of pass few years..yeah!! its always a good memory for me whenever i look back. how and wat i had done, whats my reaction and etc. =) time pass, guess i won be able to do such things anymore..
a lot of friends of mine have own family now, guess they must be very happy and blissful as can live with someone they love for the rest of lifetime and wish them all the best!! as for me, yeah!! sometime i think that i am old but still these is not the right time for me to get marry as MARRIAGE seem to be so far away for me to grab! mayb can say that its not the right time, right one, right thinking now.. =) or maybe i am SCARED!!
i never want to simply make any decision of my life about MARRIAGE!! i can say i wan to eat today, i can say i don wan to eat today, BUT as for MARRIAGE i really take it seriously as i never want something bad happened to me in future, which is DIVORCE!!! i swear to myself, if i am smart to know that divorce will happened to me in future, i definately won get marry. yeah! of coz i know this is a risk as no one can ever look @ their own future coz we are not future teller, yet not every future teller is real and accurate as well. The decision actually is in our HAND, its depend how we walk, what we think and what we want. Its still a long way for me to figure out what my future will be but i am planning now coz i know i cant live perfectly but i wish i have a good life in furure.. who don't??haha..
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